yes. i'm unfortunately here to blog, but dis is not gonna be a very long one. well, looking back.. dere's too mani things for dis rotting thing to catch up. overall, i'll jus say tt i regret going to china, cus the money cud have help to aid my da jie in going overseas to further the studies. well, we gt some cheap stuff frm dere. and i bought quite alot of tea for my parents.
arhh.. tat was like such a long tym ago le. another reaseon why i regret is cus everyone hates me now. well done cheris wad haf u done. bla bla. don wanna tok abt it and DONT ask me wad happened. jus take it as nth did.
church camp was great fun. the theme was : i love my family. tat point of tym. i didn't reali love my family too enthusiascally. *i don care abt the spelling though i noe it's wrong* well.. my dad wasn't quite nice to me. lols. the youth has dis slot of tym, when we shared abt the thanksgiving abt our family and one "fustration" abt it. woah.. boy cud u see the toilet paper going ard *we ran out of tissue*. initally, the 3 rows of toilet paper was koped frm first floor, cus all 8 guys were shared a huge room and dey shitted too much tat dey ran out of toilet paper. lols. mag and yvon were the onli 2 who didn't share abt their family.
aft those tears, we had to sae one thing why we tot we were put into our family. i cudn't tink of any, seriously. i seemed to haf onli brought trouble to my family, my frens. everyone ard me? hai.. i almost turned into a depressionist. but i didn't. Thank God. :)) u guys must be thinking. a depressed cheris? nah.. not possible. woah... u reali didn't noe me if u said tat. aniwae. even if everyone hates me. God still loves me. no matter wad i did, he'll forgive me even if everyone else doesn't. *no offence but i'm trying to cheer myself up*
my prayer now is tat i will change, for the better. let ppl see God in me. not that cheris tat everyone hates now. please pray for me. even if u don noe wad happened. God knows and he will change me. God bless.
