funny, how can one feel so many different feelings in a day.. let's recap today ya?
first, i was insulted, no where near flattered. disgusted too, actually. (due to some stuffs yesterday) den, i felt really blessed. (duh, cos i was eating happily away) next, i felt really frightened. and i felt so lost, like no one is just a phone call away. after meeting jevonne, i was exhilarated, cos i haven seen her in such a looonnngg while. den, i felt so sad, to the point i stop myself from thinking cos i know it does me no good. a phone call from someone made me feel so used. i feel moody now, and it's clearly affecting the family. grr, someone slap me up from my thoughts.
i wonder, can anyone actually feel so numb?
what a weird day..
Ha. it's too late. too late to blog about the retreat.. christmas.. new year.. it's weird to blog about the past i guess? it's like.
u're putting ur feelings back into then, when u know it doesn't exist anymore. haha. the irony. i will still blog about the melbourne trip though. many pics to be put up. u've gotta wait. hey! i know i've not been blogging, but just stay thankful that the comp is back and
maybe i will blog. heh. i love to do things according to my mood. it's a bad habit though.
Bye.. will blog again..