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not deleting this site. too many memories (:
me: cheris
my eggcrack: 250590
[[ l o v e s ]]
*- gummies, sweets, lollies, nougats (hard ones), ice cream, chocs.
*- fruit juices (watermelon, etc etc.), yogurt drinks, soya bean
*- fruits (peach, strawberries, cherries *except those bright red wans* .etc)
*- cakes!! extra cream + strawberry on top
*- comedies. english comics too.
*- netball, bball
*- dancing for the Lord. and singing too. although i'm pretty bad at both. lol.
*- yellow. grey. orange. white.
*- sleeping.
*- play on the swing.
*- loving others, making them feel loved.
*- romance novels. den go like. awwww.. and doubt it will ever happen in life.
[[ h a t e s ]]
`[ techno, anime, anime songs
`[ smoking. not smokers.
`[ act cutes, act chios. act bigs. flirts. 2 timers. etc
`[ people who ignore me, people who doubt my sincerity
`[ roaches, moths, lizards, beetles (insects)
[[ w i s h l i s t ]]
~ be a counsellor/ adviser to friends.
~ car designer? so i can have a custom made one for myself
~ wanna play paintball on honeymoon
~ visit a strawberrie plantation. in aussie.
~ wanna have a swing in my backyard.
~ i wanna learn/try golf, tennis, squash, roller blading, volleyball, skydiving & hockey.
~ star gaze again. with..
~ watch sunrise n sunset with frens.
~ sit in a hot air balloon.
~ visit chocolate factory.
~ experience a miracle.
~ i want 2 travel all ard sg. den all ard e world. for nice food. *slurps*
~ i wanna club, but something's stopping me.
blah blah. life's boringgg. same old thing everyday. can seldom sleep early, or take afternoon naps. cause this wek's busy wif SHOPPING! ahahahaha. ok nuts. anyways, this means that i been sleeping less, and less energetic during lesson. WAHAHHA.
sch's ok. hope can do well in chem. =D. mrs lim will be gone for quite long. and mr foo doesn't give notes, he asks us to copy. zzz. haha. art lesson's quite fun, but candy chua gives direct comments. i guess we just miss miss ho. paper cut's fun, but very detailed. quite irritating. lol.
joan told us (jvon and i) her secret on jvon's b'dae celebration, and they asked me questions. correction, joan asked me questions. and i suddenly stop to think. honestly, i donno. budden it's like. SO misleading. yet it feels so normal. so.. werid? zz. ok. ppl are thinking i'm crazy. don bother asking. i'm confusing myself as much as i'm confusing u. LOL. ok lameness.
suddenly i feel quite relaxed. looking at ppl ard me, hw they are against each other, how much stress they are going through. i feel so blessed. not that i'm not symphatatic but.. ya. hahahahah. lame. so bhb. sorry. abit high now.
aft shopping whole day, waiting for a cab for more den 30 min and being scolded for nth is nt a very nice day but. WTVR. hahah.
summary of whole busy week:
mon- celebrate jvon's b'dae at town. quite fun, esp shopping. HAHA.
tues- china students visited us and we became their tour guides ard the sch. (hard to communicate in chinese though xi ruo was nice)
wed- guides, drills den prayer meeting.
thurs- art. end up buying bananas PLUS 6 tubs of ice kachang. lol. yumm.
fri- shopping. :)
packed huh? unbought stuff: shoes, bag, jacket.
guess wad? more shopping tml! =D
oh yea. next wek, just aft chinese new year, is mss day. Macphersonians serve in style, mean we get to wear out going out clothing. wee! some of us planed wad to wear already, haha.
PS: rmb not to steal someone's cab, cause it get on their nerves!! seeya.
L E T I T G O
Written by Corrinne May Ying Foo
Copyright 2003, Corrmay Gourmet Music (ASCAP)
I think we've been here before
I recognize this place
I've seen the marks of confusion
wipe out a single sign of grace
And I don't want to play anymore
Not when the stakes are so high
So before we circle round once more
I'm gonna lay down,
Lay down my pride
Let it go, let it be
Don't waste all your emotion on this
tit-for-tat machine
Let it go, let it be
Let it go
I turn on the TV
and it screams out at me
Nothing seems to have changed
since the start of Adam and Eve
So we're waiting for the sky to fall
and we're buying brand new toys
But before we circle round once more
Can we lay down
Just lay down this pride
Let it go, let it be
Don't waste all your emotion on this
tit-for-tat machine
Let it go, let it be
Let it go
Don't go wasting your emotions
No one wins if we keep score
Let it go, let it be
Let it go
Dedicated to people who have hatred for others.
my legs are killing me. yesterday we had hard core drills. WE doing the drills. as SENIORS. sadded lar. cause the gradutated guides came back to train us. HA. zzz. i'm going to lose my voice soon. cause of being the timer.
anyway. we are in the comp lab now, supposely doing chem, but wtvr. hahahahahaha. ok i'm just bored. and i donno wad else to rite abt ytd.
oh yea. before guides started, minyi, ying, elena, mao, yvon, yvon's bro, caiyi, michelle and i went to sp to eat mac. and we were half an hour late for guides. sort of got scolded by sharyanna. she's back with the sort of aussie slang. *if you know wad i mean* haha. anyway. she was quite reasonable, except for the part when we were only left wif 15 mins and she wanted us to do some campcraft.
before i forget, yesterday when the seniors were marching, rabiya keblakan wrong direction. and i said," i'm sorry i have to say this, but.. you know wad? i saw you turn left." cause she didn't wanna admit it!! and the seniors obviously saw someone turn wrongly. but they let her off, making me the sabo-er. CAUSE she bloody said:"don sabo me lar.." with tears in her eyes. oh greattt... just greatt...
yesterday, i reached home at 6, wash clothes, bathed and ate dinner, rushed outta the hse to get to church for prayer meeting. kelvin, our missionary from china, shared PLUS pastor shared. so we reached home like.. 10.45?? i rmb watching ming xin ou xiang de results. so rubbish lor. haha.
and yar. my sister and her bf just bought more fishes to the hse, and now the tank is overcrowding. faints.
my mother is soooo mean lar. it's like, cause she received this picture of a waterfall for christmas, we asked her if she wun mind without a water feature. she said OK. note: OK. den, when we got home after prayer meeting, she said that we were going to have a pond, from josh. arrrggggghhh.. so irritating. that silly christmas tree had already pushed us to the edge of HAIRDRYING the carpet. now you want a water feature?? you want my life issit?? sian.
oooh ooh yea. my mom said that if i cud give her 10 reasons to raise my pocket money, she wud consider giving it to me. and as the days pass, i know i'll be getting my money soon, i donno wad to do about my fone. so sickening? 1. buy new fone, 2.fix old fone 3.stick wif this antique until end of this yr.
BYE.
hmm. it's the new yr ya? should have blogged long ago but, whatever. haha.
the new yr's different from what i expected. sch's different, home's different, friend's different. life's different. it suddenly occured to me that it's gonna be the o lvls THIS yr. God, this' gonna be tough.
sch: teachers are mostly changed. kinda miss the old teachers. miss the 41 people class. mr NAH's our form teacher. mr goh's our co-form. everybody misses the 5 of the rest and mr ng. although he still teachers us ss but no longer as a co-form.
home: as most of you know. i've moved house. a totally different surrounding here. buses to sch here suck. 2 buses are at different places and both take such a LONG time. haha. one stops behind sch and the other in front. i take the one behind cause it's journey's only 10 mins.
friends: things wif everyone turned better. except one though. but God has his plans. God's blessed me wif lotsa friends. even though we weren't as close as b4. but i am contented. i still miss that one friend. we were so close. the start of sch just reminds me of this friend. i tink we can never be like that again, but i still hope we can still talk like normal people. sounds corny but very true.
however, i still do have my worries. abt friends. i feel so vulnerable. i'm afraid of losing them, neglecting them.
it's so hard to be a person. doing too much is bad. doing too little is bad. everything has to be just nice. or you'll be considered doing the wrong thing. so true isn't it?
anyway. guides had their cca orientation today. together wif the other uniform groups. guides this yr quite interesting. haha. we did the "new friend found" dance. rather den just cheers. but it wasn't easy to get the sec 1s to dance wif us. haha. and i shouted like crazy cos no1 wanna scream wif me. so much for 1 for all. lol. some did la. like ying, minyi, RABIYA. =x. haha. yea that's all. do reconsider my question just now.
