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Thursday, July 27, 2006
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A little part of me doesn't wanna be nice to some people,
a little part of me does.
A little part of me wants to study hard and get good grades,
a little part of me doesn't.
A little part of me wants a different life,
a little part of me is afraid to get a worse one.
A little part of me wants to care for others,
a little part of me doesnt want them to get the wrong idea.
A little part of me wants to show concern,
a little part of me forgets how to.
A little part of me feels so contradicting,
a little part of me feels that it's normal.
Ok, that's enough! Miss Ho used to tell me, to beware about the people around me. I didn't look into it, until not long ago, I realised what it meant. Being nice to others to me, is like a MUST-DO. But some people appreciates, some people don't. Sigh. hmm, I'm not in a bad mood, but coming to think of it more, it makes me feel used.
Yesterday was a super hectic day, I thought I would not be able to survive throught today, since it was such a long day. Furthermore, we had such short breaks. Thank God I made it until I reached home (about 6). I watched tv and rested. Eventually, I fell asleep infont of the television for 2 hours. I hardly could believe it myself!
Yesterday, after history remedial, was art remedial. The art room key went missing for a while, but was found in the end. Immediately when I reached home, I bathed, sat down for approximately 3 minutes for my dinner, and headed down to church. Prayer meeting ended at 9.45pm and I reached home at 10.15. Slackened for a while before studying for geography test. The test wasn't too difficult, but I wasn't prepared enough. A pass would be miraculous.
Today, we had no breaks throughout first half or second half of the day. Every period was just so rush, like 45 mins is not enough. Ok, maybe it isn't huh? We had english comprehension test today, and it was after recess, when everyone was sleepy. Some did not manage to finish it. The last period of the day was Chemistry, when we went to the laboratory. Mr Goh was kind and let us off early, cause we had Ms Nala's workshop straight after school.
The workshop was not bad, but definately had room for improvement. Think about it this way, how do u expect students to give u their full attention just after a long day in school? Of course there should be hands-on things for us to do, instead of letting us sit there and doze off (looks at ryan) lol. Tomorrow will be a short day. and it will be the right time for me to catch up on a few things. Eg. Sleeping and studying. bye people. (:
a little part of me does.
A little part of me wants to study hard and get good grades,
a little part of me doesn't.
A little part of me wants a different life,
a little part of me is afraid to get a worse one.
A little part of me wants to care for others,
a little part of me doesnt want them to get the wrong idea.
A little part of me wants to show concern,
a little part of me forgets how to.
A little part of me feels so contradicting,
a little part of me feels that it's normal.
Ok, that's enough! Miss Ho used to tell me, to beware about the people around me. I didn't look into it, until not long ago, I realised what it meant. Being nice to others to me, is like a MUST-DO. But some people appreciates, some people don't. Sigh. hmm, I'm not in a bad mood, but coming to think of it more, it makes me feel used.
Yesterday was a super hectic day, I thought I would not be able to survive throught today, since it was such a long day. Furthermore, we had such short breaks. Thank God I made it until I reached home (about 6). I watched tv and rested. Eventually, I fell asleep infont of the television for 2 hours. I hardly could believe it myself!
Yesterday, after history remedial, was art remedial. The art room key went missing for a while, but was found in the end. Immediately when I reached home, I bathed, sat down for approximately 3 minutes for my dinner, and headed down to church. Prayer meeting ended at 9.45pm and I reached home at 10.15. Slackened for a while before studying for geography test. The test wasn't too difficult, but I wasn't prepared enough. A pass would be miraculous.
Today, we had no breaks throughout first half or second half of the day. Every period was just so rush, like 45 mins is not enough. Ok, maybe it isn't huh? We had english comprehension test today, and it was after recess, when everyone was sleepy. Some did not manage to finish it. The last period of the day was Chemistry, when we went to the laboratory. Mr Goh was kind and let us off early, cause we had Ms Nala's workshop straight after school.
The workshop was not bad, but definately had room for improvement. Think about it this way, how do u expect students to give u their full attention just after a long day in school? Of course there should be hands-on things for us to do, instead of letting us sit there and doze off (looks at ryan) lol. Tomorrow will be a short day. and it will be the right time for me to catch up on a few things. Eg. Sleeping and studying. bye people. (:
praise him.
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Monday, July 24, 2006
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Ok, I know I said that I will not fall in love with love songs again right? but it's really super nice! I can't stand it. It's becoming an addiction!! Sigh.. The guy singing is so sweet. It's "Because you live" by Jesse McCartney.
Yesterday was Racial Harmony day. In 4d, 17 of ur wore enthic costumes! so cool. Mostly wore other races!! Sounds so patrotic huh? but it's good. I mean, think about how fortunate we are to be in Singapore where racism is so sparse compared to other places. Sigh, although our class is so seperated, at least we know how to appreciate each other. I think I will miss our class very much after we leave. Oh ya, Ying, Yvonne, Jann and I were all wearing Indian costumes! We even took picture with Miss Lim!!
Wednesday was fun too! one Mai ya tang(malt candy) share among 5 of us, even threw away some!! hahaha. Joan and I were snatching each other's share, and screaming when the malt candy was going to fall. Haha. I asked Mr ng why he didn't where ethnic costume. Guess what was his answer? "I forgot lah". -.-
After school, Yvonne and I went to Suntec to jalan jalan. Yeap! Everyone was staring at us. We had fun catching up. Our lunch was super special. Guess where we went? Carrefour! hahaha. We bought.. 2 dumplings (ba zhang), one box of fruits, one box of vegetables and 4 sushi. hahaha. Went to the food court and ate. hahaha. One funny conversation for all of u..
Cheris: Nonya Zhang is the best!!
Yvonne: No. Ba Zhang is the best, Ba Zhang rocks my backside!!
*Yvonne tries the Nonya Zhang.
Yvonne: Actually the Nonya Zhang not bad.
my immediate reaction was like.. -.- What has Ba Zhang gotta do her backside? lol. Furthermore, she sounds so contradiciting. Haha.
We went shopping for some stuff. A little here and there. Oh yea, there was some "Singapore Photo Exhibition" which i made yvonne go with me. Before that, she was asking me where would be the best place to have a perfect date. I actually said photo exhibition. Now, how many people will take the time to actually look at photographs? I mean, how do u find someone who will really appreciate? Quite tough huh. I'm actually one of them!
Well well. That's all I guess. (: Happy racial harmony day!! Sorry for the repost, something wrong with the font.
Yesterday was Racial Harmony day. In 4d, 17 of ur wore enthic costumes! so cool. Mostly wore other races!! Sounds so patrotic huh? but it's good. I mean, think about how fortunate we are to be in Singapore where racism is so sparse compared to other places. Sigh, although our class is so seperated, at least we know how to appreciate each other. I think I will miss our class very much after we leave. Oh ya, Ying, Yvonne, Jann and I were all wearing Indian costumes! We even took picture with Miss Lim!!
Wednesday was fun too! one Mai ya tang(malt candy) share among 5 of us, even threw away some!! hahaha. Joan and I were snatching each other's share, and screaming when the malt candy was going to fall. Haha. I asked Mr ng why he didn't where ethnic costume. Guess what was his answer? "I forgot lah". -.-
After school, Yvonne and I went to Suntec to jalan jalan. Yeap! Everyone was staring at us. We had fun catching up. Our lunch was super special. Guess where we went? Carrefour! hahaha. We bought.. 2 dumplings (ba zhang), one box of fruits, one box of vegetables and 4 sushi. hahaha. Went to the food court and ate. hahaha. One funny conversation for all of u..
Cheris: Nonya Zhang is the best!!
Yvonne: No. Ba Zhang is the best, Ba Zhang rocks my backside!!
*Yvonne tries the Nonya Zhang.
Yvonne: Actually the Nonya Zhang not bad.
my immediate reaction was like.. -.- What has Ba Zhang gotta do her backside? lol. Furthermore, she sounds so contradiciting. Haha.
We went shopping for some stuff. A little here and there. Oh yea, there was some "Singapore Photo Exhibition" which i made yvonne go with me. Before that, she was asking me where would be the best place to have a perfect date. I actually said photo exhibition. Now, how many people will take the time to actually look at photographs? I mean, how do u find someone who will really appreciate? Quite tough huh. I'm actually one of them!
Well well. That's all I guess. (: Happy racial harmony day!! Sorry for the repost, something wrong with the font.
praise him.
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Monday, July 17, 2006
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hello all. almost every other day, after school, i go for art to ATTEMPT to finish my art OR i go home. wad do i do when i go home? sleep lo.. slack lo. sometimes study lo. i just can't continue studying. it feels like a burden. is this wrong? sigh.. i'm concern for my partner in class, she's a chinese from china. and last fri, her mom called and ask her to rush home. i tink she's in china now or something. furthermore, the hp no. she gave me, happened to be the wrong number. sighh..
i feel so dead socially. is this wrong? it's not like i don have friends wad! it's the spending time together. but.. if i spend so much time, study wad? o lvl leh! ( like how teachers like to stress us. eg. mrs chua who writes 60 days to prelims.) sighh...
my friends are feeling troubled, and i feel troubled for them. i give advices, but my 6th sense tells me my solutions don work. we watched in sch a drama today, it struck me with this. "if u're not part of the solution, u're part of the problem." am i? sighh..
ok. happy things now.. PE. pe these days so fun. u just gotta get urself involved. yea man, den u will feel like u're part of the team. so to speak. well.. yeap. gotta start losing fat!! *pinches stomach*
ooh ooh! my angel finally gave me something!! chocolates and a 4 line note. hahahaha.
we took class photos today. (: the guys even carried the teachers!! haha. so strong.
listening compre was rather easy. i can at least 8 marks i tink? ahahahah.
ok. nth much, BYE
i feel so dead socially. is this wrong? it's not like i don have friends wad! it's the spending time together. but.. if i spend so much time, study wad? o lvl leh! ( like how teachers like to stress us. eg. mrs chua who writes 60 days to prelims.) sighh...
my friends are feeling troubled, and i feel troubled for them. i give advices, but my 6th sense tells me my solutions don work. we watched in sch a drama today, it struck me with this. "if u're not part of the solution, u're part of the problem." am i? sighh..
ok. happy things now.. PE. pe these days so fun. u just gotta get urself involved. yea man, den u will feel like u're part of the team. so to speak. well.. yeap. gotta start losing fat!! *pinches stomach*
ooh ooh! my angel finally gave me something!! chocolates and a 4 line note. hahahaha.
we took class photos today. (: the guys even carried the teachers!! haha. so strong.
listening compre was rather easy. i can at least 8 marks i tink? ahahahah.
ok. nth much, BYE
praise him.
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Saturday, July 15, 2006
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How valuable time is..
To realize
The value of a sister
Ask someone
Who doesn't have one.
To realize
The value of ten years:
Ask a newly
Divorced couple.
To realize
The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.
To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student who
Has failed a final exam.
To realize
The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.
To realize
The value of one month:
Ask a mother
who has given birth to
A premature baby.
To realize
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.
To realize
The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.
To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a person
Who has missed the tr ain, bus or plane.
To realize
The value of one-second:
Ask a person
Who has survived an accident...
To realize
The value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics
To realize
The value of a friend:
Lose one
To realize
The value of a sister
Ask someone
Who doesn't have one.
To realize
The value of ten years:
Ask a newly
Divorced couple.
To realize
The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.
To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student who
Has failed a final exam.
To realize
The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.
To realize
The value of one month:
Ask a mother
who has given birth to
A premature baby.
To realize
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.
To realize
The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.
To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a person
Who has missed the tr ain, bus or plane.
To realize
The value of one-second:
Ask a person
Who has survived an accident...
To realize
The value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics
To realize
The value of a friend:
Lose one
praise him.
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Sunday, July 09, 2006
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miss somebody right now. (sort of? some people)
I don't watch much TV these days.
I love olives.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've watched porn movie.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe that honesty is the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
I hate the rain.
I'm paranoid at times.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast. (sometimes)
I think I have fresh breath in the morning.
I have long hair. ( shoulder length?)
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have one least one sibling.
I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
I have worn fake hair / fingernails / eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. (dislike being kept in suspence of who called me)
I like the way that I look.
I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I think prostitution should be legalized.
I think Britney Spears is pretty.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex. (er.. jevonne? =x)
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I LOVE TO SHOP!
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
I'm obsessed with my blog.(people don even tag me!)
I don't hate anyone.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in (a) God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I like someone. ( some people actually)
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.(my sister?)
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
I have at least 5 away messages saved.
I have tried alcohol or drugs before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I have avoided assignments at work/school to blog.
I enjoy some country music.
I would die for my best friends.
I think Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I watch soap operas whenever I can.
I'm obsessive and often a perfectionist.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I have dated a close friend's ex.
I like surveys.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with guys. (not actually but ya)
I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met. (just a bit of difference)
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
I believe in prophetic dreams.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went to college out of state.
I am adopted.
I like sausage.
I have thrown up from crying too much.
hahahaha. do it!
I don't watch much TV these days.
I love olives.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've watched porn movie.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe that honesty is the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
I hate the rain.
I'm paranoid at times.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast. (sometimes)
I think I have fresh breath in the morning.
I have long hair. ( shoulder length?)
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have one least one sibling.
I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
I have worn fake hair / fingernails / eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. (dislike being kept in suspence of who called me)
I like the way that I look.
I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I think prostitution should be legalized.
I think Britney Spears is pretty.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex. (er.. jevonne? =x)
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I LOVE TO SHOP!
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
I'm obsessed with my blog.(people don even tag me!)
I don't hate anyone.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in (a) God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I like someone. ( some people actually)
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.(my sister?)
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
I have at least 5 away messages saved.
I have tried alcohol or drugs before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I have avoided assignments at work/school to blog.
I enjoy some country music.
I would die for my best friends.
I think Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I watch soap operas whenever I can.
I'm obsessive and often a perfectionist.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I have dated a close friend's ex.
I like surveys.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with guys. (not actually but ya)
I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met. (just a bit of difference)
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
I believe in prophetic dreams.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went to college out of state.
I am adopted.
I like sausage.
I have thrown up from crying too much.
hahahaha. do it!
praise him.
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Friday, July 07, 2006
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dog
the dog is so talented! i love golden retrivers!
the dog is so talented! i love golden retrivers!
praise him.
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Thursday, July 06, 2006
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have u ever thought.. when u die, where do u go? what if u die tml? wad if u die the day after? i tink we gotta really appreciate everyday (ok, this sounds corny, but it's so true!!).
this thought suddenly struck me. if i die how? where my responsibilities go to? how will ppl feel? will dey forget me? i don mind if i die, cause i know i'll be in heaven. but i'm more worried abt others. but have u ever thought of it?
ok, don tink abt dying, so bu ji li right.
can u imagine, 10 yrs dwn the road. wad will everyone be like? will cheris still be cheris? or will i be a different person? i don wanna change, yet i wan smth exciting in my life. i'm so condradicting i know.
will i be smth i like to be? my occupation? my behaviour? my friends? hmm.. but even if we plan now, things may not happen to wad we want it to be. so true huh. will i do things i totally hate to do now?
i'm not trying to say anything, or make u believe in my stuff. its just for ur consideration?
this thought suddenly struck me. if i die how? where my responsibilities go to? how will ppl feel? will dey forget me? i don mind if i die, cause i know i'll be in heaven. but i'm more worried abt others. but have u ever thought of it?
ok, don tink abt dying, so bu ji li right.
can u imagine, 10 yrs dwn the road. wad will everyone be like? will cheris still be cheris? or will i be a different person? i don wanna change, yet i wan smth exciting in my life. i'm so condradicting i know.
will i be smth i like to be? my occupation? my behaviour? my friends? hmm.. but even if we plan now, things may not happen to wad we want it to be. so true huh. will i do things i totally hate to do now?
i'm not trying to say anything, or make u believe in my stuff. its just for ur consideration?
praise him.
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Sunday, July 02, 2006
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last sat, my whole family (excluding my da jie of course), went to east coast. we even brought our dogs along! haha. my mom took leave that day, so we could all go and do exercise. (we're getting fat!!) ok, so we woke up at 9.15 and left at 9.30. talk abt efficientcy man. hahaha.
my sis and i took the 2 dogs to do their businesses first, at a nearby park. when we came back... (to all who are very very against animal abuse, so not read on) my dog, coco, she wanted to jump across the drain, donno for wad. but bcus she will have to jump back later, i pulled her back.. BUT i didn't pull enuff! so poor coco dropped into the drain! i didn't mean it.. sigh.. she struggled in the drain for a while (while i was stoning), den finally, i fell back to reality and carried her up. hahha.
ok, so we went up the car and left for east coast!! wee! my dad and mom rented a 2 seater bike, while i rented one and my sis, roller blades. we rented 2 baskets too, to put the dogs in. at first, when i took xiaohei and put her into the basket, she was so scared that we jumped out! the worse was that my dad told me to tie her to the bicycle!! so she screamed lah. cause her fingernails too long, kana the bike. so sad can!! she scream until i very xin tong. sigh. i'm a lousy owner.
aft cycling ard and stuff, we returned our bikes and went to kallang barhu to eat lunch. ate at hans, while the dogs were tied outside. they kept screaming non stop. sigh. hhaha. there was this little boy who keep staring at them? like he nv seen any dogs in his life. hahaha. i'm so mean.
ok, that's all! (:
my sis and i took the 2 dogs to do their businesses first, at a nearby park. when we came back... (to all who are very very against animal abuse, so not read on) my dog, coco, she wanted to jump across the drain, donno for wad. but bcus she will have to jump back later, i pulled her back.. BUT i didn't pull enuff! so poor coco dropped into the drain! i didn't mean it.. sigh.. she struggled in the drain for a while (while i was stoning), den finally, i fell back to reality and carried her up. hahha.
ok, so we went up the car and left for east coast!! wee! my dad and mom rented a 2 seater bike, while i rented one and my sis, roller blades. we rented 2 baskets too, to put the dogs in. at first, when i took xiaohei and put her into the basket, she was so scared that we jumped out! the worse was that my dad told me to tie her to the bicycle!! so she screamed lah. cause her fingernails too long, kana the bike. so sad can!! she scream until i very xin tong. sigh. i'm a lousy owner.
aft cycling ard and stuff, we returned our bikes and went to kallang barhu to eat lunch. ate at hans, while the dogs were tied outside. they kept screaming non stop. sigh. hhaha. there was this little boy who keep staring at them? like he nv seen any dogs in his life. hahaha. i'm so mean.
ok, that's all! (:
praise him.
