wad do u call a life which means studying studying + problems and problems all day? well. it's called no life. yea. that's the best words you can find on the dictionary to describe my life. life totally sucks. gonna do fricking badly for my end of years. grrr. what's the point studying when nothing's going into your head except wad's for dinner tonight. blah. anyway. i'm like fricking broke now. 8 bucks for the rest of the week. PLUS transport. crapp. arghhh..
i dont know if i'm looking forward to aft exams or not. of course. it means i can start playing again. but there wun be an excuse for me to drag this no more. i know. probably all of you don understand wad i'm talking abt. if you don't. dont bother asking me. :D. i tot of jumping off the building just now. WEE!! PHY= die, CHEM= die, SS=die, HIST= DIE+DIE. God save me.
God. if u wanna tell me something. JUST DO IT KAE. i don understand all your hintings and i don wanna interpret it wrongly. and nobody seems to give a damn about this nor does anybody care. That's the problem with God ya know. one min he gives you everything. one min he takes it back. now he's offering it to you again. stop it God. i'm not some toy. and this is sick. this is SO sick i tink i'm gonna puke.people. if u see my face on the newspapers tml. don be surprised.
i just wish i was sec 1 again. ppl used to admire me for being miss sunshine. now it's the other way ard. dammit. i rather be that NERD i was in sec 1 and 2 but having the best friends and even normal friends. life sucks. and don ask me why.
-mugging to my death.
