hmm. it's the new yr ya? should have blogged long ago but, whatever. haha.
the new yr's different from what i expected. sch's different, home's different, friend's different. life's different. it suddenly occured to me that it's gonna be the o lvls THIS yr. God, this' gonna be tough.
sch: teachers are mostly changed. kinda miss the old teachers. miss the 41 people class. mr NAH's our form teacher. mr goh's our co-form. everybody misses the 5 of the rest and mr ng. although he still teachers us ss but no longer as a co-form.
home: as most of you know. i've moved house. a totally different surrounding here. buses to sch here suck. 2 buses are at different places and both take such a LONG time. haha. one stops behind sch and the other in front. i take the one behind cause it's journey's only 10 mins.
friends: things wif everyone turned better. except one though. but God has his plans. God's blessed me wif lotsa friends. even though we weren't as close as b4. but i am contented. i still miss that one friend. we were so close. the start of sch just reminds me of this friend. i tink we can never be like that again, but i still hope we can still talk like normal people. sounds corny but very true.
however, i still do have my worries. abt friends. i feel so vulnerable. i'm afraid of losing them, neglecting them.
it's so hard to be a person. doing too much is bad. doing too little is bad. everything has to be just nice. or you'll be considered doing the wrong thing. so true isn't it?
anyway. guides had their cca orientation today. together wif the other uniform groups. guides this yr quite interesting. haha. we did the "new friend found" dance. rather den just cheers. but it wasn't easy to get the sec 1s to dance wif us. haha. and i shouted like crazy cos no1 wanna scream wif me. so much for 1 for all. lol. some did la. like ying, minyi, RABIYA. =x. haha. yea that's all. do reconsider my question just now.
